A Poem by Shari Clark
Forty years later I wake early into the night and Agent Orange kicks in—
How was I to know the Monsanto/Dow Chemical barrels that held it we used to gather rain water for showers could affect me this much so much later.
The doctor asked me to list my symptoms and I do:
shallow breathing,
slow heartbeat;
feeling light-headed,
fainting;
confusion,
fear,
unusual thoughts or behavior;
seizure (convulsions);
problems with urination; or
nausea,
upper stomach pain,
itching,
loss of appetite,
dark urine,
clay-colored stools ,
jaundice (yellowing of the skin or eyes).
anxiety,
dizziness,
drowsiness;
mild nausea,
vomiting,
upset stomach,
constipation;
headache,
mood changes;
blurred vision;
ringing in your ears;
dry mouth.
Take Vicodin, the doctor tells me
Take it up to four times a day for pain and I do,
and I wake early into the evening and the Vicodin kicks in.
She asks me to list my symptoms and so I do:
shallow breathing,
slow heartbeat;
feeling light-headed,
fainting;
confusion,
fear,
unusual thoughts or behavior;
seizure (convulsions);
problems with urination; or
nausea,
upper stomach pain,
itching,
loss of appetite,
dark urine,
clay-colored stools ,
jaundice (yellowing of the skin or eyes).
anxiety,
dizziness,
drowsiness;
mild nausea,
vomiting,
upset stomach,
constipation;
headache,
mood changes;
blurred vision;
ringing in your ears;
dry mouth.