Solstice Thoughts

An essay by Bob Boldt

At the end of the War in Europe, Norman Corwin broadcast these words to the war weary world. In a time that had just emerged from the prospect of an eternal darkness dominated by Hitler’s fascism, Corwin penned these words of profound hope, justice and peace.

Now we look to the prospect of a world far more dire and dark even than that which the world faced during the conflicts that raged in WWII. We former hopeful dreamers, we poets and wordsmiths must now forge new words to warm our despairing hearts through this new time of darkness.

Norman Corwin:

“Lord God of test-tube and blueprint
Who jointed molecules of dust and shook them till their name was Adam,
Who taught worms and stars how they could live together,
Appear now among the parliaments of conquerors and give instruction to
their schemes:
Measure out new liberties so none shall suffer for his father’s color
or the credo of his choice:
Post proofs that brotherhood is not so wild a dream as those who
profit by postponing it pretend:
Sit at the treaty table and convoy the hopes of the little peoples
through expected straits,
And press into the final seal a sign that peace will come for longer
than posterities can see ahead,
That man unto his fellow man shall be a friend forever.”

On May 8, 1945, 60 million Americans tuned in to hear On A Note of
Triumph, Norman Corwin’s radio masterpiece marking the end of World
War II in Europe. Lauded by Carl Sandburg as “one of the all-time
great American poems,” it was the most listened-to radio drama in U.S.
history.

I write on the darkest night of the year, in the deepest freeze of the
year in the midst of a people who have turned from the light. In my
all night vigil, I await the last great tick of the Mayan Long Count
calendar. This will end an age that only the superior spiritual and
mathematical minds of one of the greatest civilizations on the New
World could have anticipated. The present moment feels like all light,
all hope, all truth are entombed and imprisoned deep within the earth.
Tonight my thoughts go out to all who lie in prisons. My thoughts are
with Julian Assange, punished for speaking truth to power. My thoughts
are with Leonard Peltier punished for championing his people. My
thoughts tonight are locked down with Mumia Abu-Jamal, in a cell of
lies that would stifle his strong voice for freedom. As the shadow of
death passes in its dark waves across from Atlantic to Pacific I
await, in the words of poet Lawrence Ferlinghetti, A Rebirth of
Wonder.

At the end of this long count night I will rise with Horus’ sunrise
rededicated with a new count, a new spirit, ready to help to bring a
last bit of light to this dying world. My brotherhood with all those
we have tortured, killed and imprisoned all over the world is
enshrined within my heart and is shared with all my fellow
lightbearers. We hold tenaciously to this wild dream so strongly that
those profiteers of greed, denial and division will never succeed in
extinguishing it.

In those dark days of World War II so long ago a far better poet saw
our predicament with less hope but far better clarity. Nearly three
quarters of a century later Auden’s words are truer than when they
were composed.

September 1, 1939

I sit in one of the dives
On Fifty-second Street
Uncertain and afraid
As the clever hopes expire
Of a low dishonest decade:
Waves of anger and fear
Circulate over the bright
And darkened lands of the earth,
Obsessing our private lives;
The unmentionable odour of death
Offends the September night.

Accurate scholarship can
Unearth the whole offence
From Luther until now
That has driven a culture mad,
Find what occurred at Linz,
What huge imago made
A psychopathic god:
I and the public know
What all schoolchildren learn,
Those to whom evil is done
Do evil in return.

Exiled Thucydides knew
All that a speech can say
About Democracy,
And what dictators do,
The elderly rubbish they talk
To an apathetic grave;
Analysed all in his book,
The enlightenment driven away,
The habit-forming pain,
Mismanagement and grief:
We must suffer them all again.

Into this neutral air
Where blind skyscrapers use
Their full height to proclaim
The strength of Collective Man,
Each language pours its vain
Competitive excuse:
But who can live for long
In an euphoric dream;
Out of the mirror they stare,
Imperialism’s face
And the international wrong.

Faces along the bar
Cling to their average day:
The lights must never go out,
The music must always play,
All the conventions conspire
To make this fort assume
The furniture of home;
Lest we should see where we are,
Lost in a haunted wood,
Children afraid of the night
Who have never been happy or good.

The windiest militant trash
Important Persons shout
Is not so crude as our wish:
What mad Nijinsky wrote
About Diaghilev
Is true of the normal heart;
For the error bred in the bone
Of each woman and each man
Craves what it cannot have,
Not universal love
But to be loved alone.

From the conservative dark
Into the ethical life
The dense commuters come,
Repeating their morning vow;
“I will be true to the wife,
I’ll concentrate more on my work,”
And helpless governors wake
To resume their compulsory game:
Who can release them now,
Who can reach the deaf,
Who can speak for the dumb?

All I have is a voice
To undo the folded lie,
The romantic lie in the brain
Of the sensual man-in-the-street
And the lie of Authority
Whose buildings grope the sky:
There is no such thing as the State
And no one exists alone;
Hunger allows no choice
To the citizen or the police;
We must love one another or die.

Defenseless under the night
Our world in stupor lies;
Yet, dotted everywhere,
Ironic points of light
Flash out wherever the Just
Exchange their messages:
May I, composed like them
Of Eros and of dust,
Beleaguered by the same
Negation and despair,
Show an affirming flame.

W. H. Auden
(Historical note: on September 1, 1939
Germany invaded Poland initiating WWII in Europe.)

Peace,

Bob

(Editor’s note: We’re hoping Monsanto and Dow Chemical take heed.)

The Chemical of Monsanto

A Poem by Bob Boldt

Hong Hanh
(a name that means apricot blossom)
stops to rest her burden
in the heavy, afternoon air
on the road to Ho Chi Minh City.
She carries her son—
a legless, armless trunk of a boy
in an improvised backpack.

The war is nearly forgotten now.
What is its memory
next to tired feet,
the dust of the road choking the throat,
and the weight of her beloved burden?

But disorder cannot be forgotten.
Robed monks pass
in reverential silence.
Into a bowl she drops one of her
last two coins.

The gods are now as remote to her
as the men she heard of who mixed the poisons.
They killed the crops, made the animals sick
and birthed all the misshapen children. 

Slowly she rises to complaining joints.
If she makes it to her cousin’s before nightfall,
there will be rice and a place to sleep.

Occupy Eden in 2012

A Poem by Bob Boldt

Peace and Light be with you in 2012.
You know where to find me.
I’ll be in the garden–
through the first door on the left.

(Editor’s note: Bob tells me his Occupy Eden New Year’s Garden of Peace will also be an organic garden with a very small carbon footprint. No need for the life threatening, economically devastating chemcals from giant corporations like Monsanto. Furthermore he sends the link that inspired him: a few lines written by singer Joni Mitchell:

We are stardust,
Billion year old carbon.
We are golden,
Caught in Monsanto’s (the devil’s) bargain,
and we’ve got to get ourselves
back to the garden.

Editor’s not 2: emphasis and added word in the above lines are mine.

Agent Orange

A Poem by Bob Boldt

Five hundred years ago, the poet Nguyen Binh Khiem called the land into being. He wrote: “Vietnam is being created!” *
Agent Orange:

You bring disorder to this land
and to the poetry of DNA,
disrupting its rhymes and bonds.
You take an eggbeater to the nest of life
to make your toxic omelet.
You sleep beneath the rich loam
in your lethal bed and wait
for some playing child or plow
to release your venomous molecules.

Hong Hanh**
stops to rest her burden
in the heavy, afternoon air
on the road to Ho Chi Minh City
carrying her son—
a legless, armless trunk of a boy
in an improvised backpack—
beloved baggage.

The all-compassionate Buddha asks us to forgive;
he does not require us to forget.

I have seen the photographs
of your rich harvest of deformed children,
the agony-painted faces of parents
and those who bear the dubious label of “survivor.”

***

When I regard your makers
at Monsanto and Dow Chemical
I think they must be thankful there is no just God.

I try to imagine them
in their air-conditioned boardrooms
and their laboratories—
researching the chemistry of denial.

On the unlikely chance there is a just God,
I picture them in some sweet Beulah Land,
their eyes anticipating
Saint Peter’s long-promised Pearl Gates.
But as the mist clears, a sea of twisted bodies
and decomposing double-headed corpses
appears beneath the weakening clouds.
This is their vile produce
over which they must slither on their climb to Paradise.
Just as the Gates are within reach,
a stern saint slams them shut in their faces.
Their futile attempt at redemption repeated,
promptly at six forty-five AM,
everyday for eternity.

God may forgive them, but Hong Hanh can never forget.

*Viet Nam has been in existence for over a thousand years. One of their most important buildings is their building of knowledge and it celebrated it’s thousandth year anniversary this year.
**a name that means apricot blossom

Poisonous Legacy

A Poem by Bob Boldt

Poet’s request: Please go to www.projectagentorange.com to read about Agent Orange and see what you can do.

To reframe Shakespeare a bit:
The evil that nations do lives on after them;
the good is oft interred with their bones.

Long after the last stock has crashed
and the last American dollar has been devalued
and left floating, worthless paper
in the deserted canyons of Wall Street,
our empire will be remembered for the trash
we have strewn, the water we have polluted
and the air we have befouled.

We will not be remembered in Vietnam for our legacy
of long past insult, murder and atrocity.
The people of that land, like their model before them—
the all-compassionate Buddha, have already
forgiven us for those sins.  We will be remembered
for the gift of Agent Orange, vile produce
of Monsanto and Dow Chemical that continues to cripple
and deform countless children in this otherwise Edenic land.
3-4 million Vietnamese people have been affected
by Agent Orange that resulted in 400,000 killed
or maimed and at least 500,000 children born with birth defects.
The pictures of these kids will break your heart.
In the US, Vietnam veteran figures are hard to come by
since many victims are not part of the Agent Orange registry
and the VA doesn’t track by Agent Orange.

The Vietnamese may forgive us our sins,
but the continuing brutal legacy of residual chemical deformity
and death embedded in their native soil makes it impossible
for these gentle people to forget us.
Their repeated requests
for us to clean up this remaining toxic residue
have been rejected by our courts.
Only a hue and cry from the conscience
of an outraged American people can make the vile authors
of this chemical carnage and our military,
who contaminated unwitting soldiers and Vietnamese civilians alike,
step up, admit their guilt and begin the arduous,
necessary task of righting this terrible wrong.

The Mobile Home

A Poem by Bob Boldt

When I turned off Schumate Chapel Road onto Morris,
my way was blocked by a great leviathan,
a huge white-vinyl-sided, ninety-foot-long mobile home.
Three men, one waving a flag at me,
were attempting to help the tractor driver
negotiate a perilous bend in the road.
Irritation turned to curious amusement as I realized
the situation looked hopeless.
The roads were narrow,
Between steep, undulating knolls. 

The unlikely impresario of the Lilliputians
was a gangling Okie.
Dressed in a grey grease-stained T-shirt and torn blue jeans,
he looked as if he had stepped out of a Dorothea Lange album.
I sat behind my wheel, a front row seat
for what I assumed would be a rout. 
I could have U-turned out of there but curiosity held me fast.

The director of this rag-tag operation
walked back and forth a few more minutes. 
I thought he looked confused, daunted, perhaps, even defeated. 
Then his hand went up, signaling the driver to throttle
the Hemi Diesel forward mere inches swinging the great Moby’s tail
toward the culvert at the side of the road. 
It looked like disaster as the monster shuddered side to side, beached between a roadside satellite dish and a row of mailboxes.
The hand dropped abruptly, and the driver cut the engine. 
Brake lights went on at the rear of the cab. 
What now? 

Ahab signaled the driver to cut his wheels sharply left.
The other two wranglers rushed forward,
working with planks and wedges under the forewheels. 
With precision any orchestra conductor would envy,
The captain’s left hand signaled the driver slowly foreword;
his right, with rotating swirls the degree of turn necessary. 
The engine growled its disbelief
as the great beast tipped its nose up as if to breach. 
The tail dipped and swayed sideways,
missing the satellite dish by eight inches. 
Beneath the tremendous weight, the punished boards
creaked and cracked as the turn was slowly accomplished
and the home came to rest squarely on solid pavement. 
Without a bow or even applause, the captain swung aboard the cab of the tractor-trailer as it slowly lumbered past me
before I even remembered to start my engine. 

Today I read of a CEO who, with a few keystrokes,
unemployed fifteen hundred of his workers
and a highly paid Monsanto executive
responsible for the poisoning of thousands
of Vietnamese children and veterans.
And I saw a seemingly ordinary man, without a misstep or mistake,
pull a family’s home out of a ditch and send it on its way.